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[20. You were with me.]
- Hey, Tae Oh. - Where are you?
I'm on the bus to the terminal right now.
How could you think of going there with just an address?
Have you no fear?
Wait for me at the terminal. I'm leaving now.
Why would you come here?
Hello? Yoon Tae Oh.
He's so nosy.
Hello.
Let me carry that for you.
I hear you have a seminar today. Tae Oh was really excited.
It's so neat to see Tae Oh having fun with something.
He stayed up all night preparing for it. He wants the seminar to go well.
But, where is he?
I can't believe he's letting you carry this on your own.
You don't know where he went?
Where did he go?
I'm not going to tell you. I don't want to be childish.
And this... I'll carry it.
- Thank you for being considerate. - Sure.
One ticket to Goonsan please.
Two tickets please.
What the heck? You're really going to go?
About Goonsan... are you sure?
Song Ah heard my aunt trying to send a package over the phone. Twice
We can go tomorrow morning.
You know how much I miss my mom.
Did you eat?
Here are your tickets.
Let's eat something first.
This is a secret.
I have some money.
I've been saving it up since my senior year of high school. It's quite a lot.
How much did you save up?
- 30 million won? - No, 3 million won.
I'm thinking of tutoring during the winter break.
I need some money to deposit if I get a monthly rental.
All the rooms start at 5 million won in our neighborhood.
Is my house... uncomfortable?
No, now that I'm seeing my mom, I have to live with her and Song Ah.
Do you know what my wish is?
My wish...
is for all three of us to smile, sit down, and share a meal together
All of us are living apart, and I really miss that.
I didn't know that was something to be happy about back then.
Hurry up and eat. Why aren't you eating?
It's Ji Ahn.
Don't tell Ji Ahn that I'm going to see my mom. It's a secret.
Why?
Put yourself in my shoes.
Would you want to tell this to the person you like?
I can't lie to Ji Ahn.
Hey, Ji Ahn.
Can you clean the building by yourself for the time being?
Why?
I want to take on another job.
Are you insane? Why are you trying to work more?
There's something I want to buy.
Do whatever you want, I don't care.
Are you mad because I asked you to clean by yourself?
I don't know.
It's because it breaks my heart. You and Song Yi.
Why are both of your lives so hard?
Where are you? Miranda Kerr is preparing the seminar by herself.
I'm with Song Yi right now, Ji Ahn.
I'm at the the terminal, and we're on our way to Goonsan.
Why Goonsan?
We're going to see Song Yi's mom.
I'm going head out. Something came up with Song Ah.
- What happened? - It's nothing serious.
If we go now, I'm not sure if we'll make it back today.
I'll call you when we get there.
Yeah, sure.
I'll come with my girlfriend next time.
You just had to tell him the truth.
Ji Ahn deserves to know. He's your boyfriend.
I told you, I like him and there are some things I don't want to show him.
Did you like Ji Ahn without know what kind of guy he is?
Why do you think Ji Ahn rejected you in the beginning?
Because he really wanted to have a fling with you?
No, it's not like that.
He was very careful because he really likes you.
That's why it took him such a long time to make a decision.
And once he commits, he's going to do his very best to make it work.
I know.
I know, I know.
So, tell Ji Ahn everything. Whether it's about your mom or something else.
Don't make him worry for nothing.
It doesn't seem like they're scamming me, right?
They look like frauds to me.
Are you telling me they're going to make you wear those clothes?
- In any case. - I don't know.
Still... you're much prettier than these models.
I'm here.
I was just about to call you.
You're a ghost. You must have known we were going to eat this.
I just have to text Tae Oh and Song Yi then.
They're not here right now.
- They went to Goonsan together. - Goonsan?
Why?
Song Yi found her mom.
That's great.
But why did Tae Oh go instead of you?
They've been a set ever since Song Yi's father passed away.
Hey, tell me the truth.
It really bothers you that they live together, doesn't it? Right?
Don't say that! It doesn't matter who dates who.
This is us we're talking about.
That's right, we're still the same. It doesn't change anything.
It'll be same if you two end up dating each other.
- Why would I go out with him? - Why not? It's possible!
- I like Tae Oh! - Your feelings can change!
- No way! - No, that's great!
Just eat...
I think it's this area.
It's right next to the house with a fence...
Song Yi, wait.
It's pretty late, so let's wait until tomorrow morning...
What are you talking about? We're here right now.
It must be that house. The house next to the lamp post.
It's my mom!
- What's the matter with you? - Stay still, Song Yi.
- Tae Oh. - Hold on.
What's wrong with you?
Song Yi.
You... knew?
You followed me because you knew.
You followed me because you were worried about me, right?
When did you find out?
Who did you hear it from?
You should have told me if you knew!
You know how much I missed my mom.
You jerk.
Why didn't you tell me? Why? You should have told me before we came here.
Do the other kids know?
You...
Why did you cover my eyes?
I... didn't want you to see it.
If that man goes inside...
Your mom might be the only one who comes out.
Don't cover my eyes next time.
Even if something worse happens.
No matter how scary it is.
I want to know for sure.
It's my life.
I'm sorry.
I was wrong.
You're going to leave?
Let's go back home.
- Change your clothes. - Okay.
- Dinner will be ready soon. - Okay.
Song Yi.
My mom needs to know too.
That I know.
That I came all the way here and found out the truth.
She needs to know.
- Oh my gosh! - Who is it?
- What's going on? - Are you hurt?
- I'm fine. - Who on earth...
Who was it?
My mom can't call me now.
Because it's the last time I'll be calling that number.
We might not make it back today.
I'll call you when we get there.
The phone is turned off. Please leave a message after the beep.
There are better rooms in the city.
Are you sleeping?
Han Song Yi. Are you sleeping?
Yes.
Are you really sleeping?
Yes.
I can't tell if she's talking in her sleep or not.
Song Yi.
Do you remember Anna Karenina?
My father... is getting married today.
And... he told me to move out.
Yoon Tae Oh.
You've never read this book, right?
Do you know what kind of woman the main character is in this book?
She leaves her husband and has an affair.
That woman's name is Anna Karenina.
And?
She's a bad woman if you only hear that.
But you understand after you read the whole book.
Why she did what she did. Why she had no choice but to do it.
As the same person. As the same woman.
You can think of your father that way.
Don't think of him as your father.
Think of him as a fictional character in a novel.
At that time, I understood my father after what you said to me.
Even now, whenever I hate my father...
I think about Anna Karenina.
You... can think of your mom that way too.
Don't think of her as your mom.
But a fictional character in a novel.
She must really be sleeping.
I'm glad you're sleeping well, Han Song Yi.
I know you're upset about your mom.
You were with me.
I'm so glad... you're here with me.
That's why I'm okay.
Earlier...
Thanks for covering my eyes.
I really hate...
seeing you cry...
that's why.
I hate... seeing you cry.
Cover my eyes next time.
I'll close my eyes and pretend I don't know what's going on.
Tae Oh, Song Yi's cell phone is turned off.
I won't worry since she's with you. Good night.
I want to buy Song Yi a ring.
I find out it's not that expensive. I'm going to buy her one.
I'm sorry, but I have to go today. I'll explain after I come back.
You won't be able to explain even after you come back.
Because you don't know why you're acting like this.
I tried to act like I didn't know.
I didn't want to admit it either.
I really didn't know at first.
Now... this isn't going to work, Ji Ahn.
Ji Ahn...
I think...
I like Song Yi.
A lot.
[21. You can't answer no matter how I ask you!]
The phone is turned off. Please leave a message after the beep.
We can lend this book now, we couldn't before.
You.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I was wrong.
You must be very angry.
Did you meet your mom?
She's... doing just fine.
- What about your cell phone? - I lost it.
I called you so many times.
Tae Oh didn't tell you in class?
I don't have class today.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry, I was wrong.
["The end is important in everything."]
That is the end of the recording we prepared.
The movie you just saw, "Ghost Dog" was a huge help to us
in coming with a topic for our seminar.
Good job on the editing.
That's why you asked for more time to do this.
The freshman did the editing.
So, you're more than just a pretty face.
Then we'll end the seminar with a movie by Suzuki Seijun.
Han Song Yi.
Don't go with Tae Oh next time.
You have me now.
Well... Tae Oh said that too.
Tae Oh is still our friend even if we're dating now.
He's been my friend for over 15 years.
Then treat him the same way as you do with Hoon.
Hoon and Tae Oh are different to you.
Well, Tae Oh and I have been friends for a very long time.
Why do you think that's a given?
Thanks... for holding the seminar back for one day.
I know you enjoy it.
I've come to like it because of you. It's still fun.
We started it together, and I wanted to end it together.
The end is always more important than the beginning.
Just because you like someone...
I think it's hard to continue to like that person.
That's like a miracle.
My scooter is parked in front of the business school.
Let's walk today.
All the way home?
It'll probably take about three hours.
- Two hours? - Let's walk for two hours then.
You feel sorry for me.
Just follow me... quietly.
It's really nice.
We're here.
It took three and half hours.
Thanks for walking with me today.
It was fun for me too.
How was Goonsan?
Was it okay?
Honestly...
Se Hyun.
You finally know how you feel.
It's the first time I've walked for more than three hours
before I break up with a guy.
And holding hands at that.
With you...
there were a lot of things I've done for the first time.
Remember what you said?
Is it not called first love... if you cry at least once?
I want to try something I've never done before.
Even when I ask myself, "What's wrong with me?"
I can't stop.
To become someone who isn't me.
That should be enough to say it's first love.
Things I could never bring myself to do...
I did a lot of while going out with you.
And it was the first time I ever told a guy I missed him.
Folding hearts... and waiting for my boyfriend in front of his class.
Being curious about my boyfriend's friends is a first too.
And it's the first time I've ever walked for over three hours.
I really... felt like I was someone else.
I'm sorry.
And with an idiot who doesn't know his own heart.
At least I didn't cry.
I'll do that... when I meet a better guy than you.
Sure, I hope you do that.
Goodbye. I had a great time.
Don't go with Tae Oh next time. You have me now.
Does it bother him that much?
Call me if you're going to be late.
You don't even have a cell phone.
Still, I wanted to thank you for coming to Goonsan with me, so I made dinner.
I didn't ask you to wait for me.
- You're going to drink? - Mind your own business.
Hey.
Sorry.
I'm in a bad mood.
Why?
What's going on?
Se Hyun and I...
broke up.
Why?
- Tae Oh. - Don't follow me. I want to be alone.
Crazy bastard.
I've become a crazy bastard to Se Hyun.
No, I'm a jerk.
I'm a jerk to Ji Ahn.
A bastard who likes his friend's girlfriend.
I'm a jerk to Song Yi too.
That's right, I'm a crazy bastard! I'm an asshole!
Ji Ahn stopped by last night.
The day you went to Goonsan with Song Yi? We ate pork belly at Ga In's place.
Why? Are you concerned about Ji Ahn?
No, Ji Ahn might be concerned.
Ji Ahn wasn't concerned. We had a blast that day.
If you put it that way, then Song Yi and I can't be friends.
Hey, buy this. This looks good on you.
And it's perfect on me.
Did you bring me here so I could buy you clothes?
No, of course not... I have an audition this afternoon.
Hey, pick out some more.
Let's wear them together.
Let's wear it like this. We'll be a couple.
I'm Choi Hoon, number 15.
Ah, it's that rascal who came last time.
- Go ahead and show us what you prepared. - Yes, sir.
You're quite pretty.
You stole my heart.
You're quite pretty.
You stole my heart.
If you grab my hand just this once.
- Hello, sir. - There's no need to greet us twice.
- I didn't make it, did I? - We'll reveal the results next month.
I didn't make the cut. The seven people that day were better than me.
I know for sure I didn't make it.
Is there anything else you can have me do?
I'm very good at posting up posters and I'm a natural born cleaner.
As you can see, I have a great personality so I get a long with people.
We can't pay you.
- Not even a little bit? - You do it out of passion.
Because art is innocent.
This is the infamous "passion" pay I've only heard about?
Honestly, people like you are of no help to us.
It's only a waste of time showing you how to work.
We've only seen each other twice and you're speaking informally to me.
How did you know that I like speaking informally?
I love that!
So, are you going to do it or not?
I'll do it. Truthfully, I'm curious to see what my limits are.
When do you want me and where should I go?
Hey, Hoon.
I'm in front of the shopping mall right now.
You actually went?
You don't know if they're con artists
what if something happens?
Who cares? I'll be wasting my life if I continue to stay at the salon.
I'm curious about a different world.
A different world besides the salon.
I'm curious about how other people live.
Then let's go together.
How can I hang out with you everyday?
I need to go by myself.
Okay.
Okay then.
Go ahead and do it. Whatever that is.
I will.
You want me to wear this?
We're going to launch a pregnancy website.
But pregnant women can't do this since they're physically uncomfortable.
Looking at you, I thought you would be the perfect model for this job.
You have that fresh and innocent look about you as well.
Our concept is lovely and young pregnant women.
Some courage is definitely needed for this job.
Go back home and give it some more thought.
No, I'll do it.
- Welcome. - Hello.
So... it's a present.
A present that's not too extravagant to accept.
- Well, this one... - No, I'll just take this one.
Okay.
I picked it up on the way.
It was so easy when I didn't know that I liked her.
- You really want me to cut it? - Yes.
- Cut it all off. - You're so hot right now.
I know. I know my hair is at it's best right now.
Still, cut it.
Just get your hair shampooed and go.
Come on, shave it all off.
Song Yi told me that you broke up with Miranda Kerr.
If you cut it because you broke up, you'll regret it right away.
Get up, I'll give you a nice head massage and wash. Get up!
It feels good, doesn't it?
Yes.
Did you like that girl a lot?
Ga In.
If you like someone... is that the end of it?
I've been curious about this for a long time.
Aren't you greedy for more?
Like wanting to date that person.
Or to be with that person. Something like that.
I don't know. I don't think about wanting to do stuff like that.
If I like you, that's it for me.
I... keep wanting more.
That's why I'm in trouble.
Don't talk about other girls in front of me for much longer.
You know I like you.
The shampoo smells nice. Right?
I've been worried about Tae Oh.
He hasn't been doing so well ever since he broke up with Se Hyun.
He's not eating well either.
They broke up?
I don't know, I couldn't ask him anything else.
Tae Oh must have liked her a lot.
He was yelling and screaming on the day they broke up.
Stay still.
She probably broke up with him, right?
Even if she did, what are you going to do about it?
It's not because of her. It's Tae Oh's fault.
You know why they broke up?
How is it that you don't know?
Let's eat.
I'll ask Tae Oh when we play basketball later.
When later?
Hoon works during the day
so we're going to play in the evening starting this week.
He'll probably say the same thing.
I picked it up on the way.
He can't be nice giving a present.
Why do you think that's a given?
It's not a given.
It's not.
Tae Oh... keeps...
Eat this too. Is it good?
Eat.
Tae Oh is always good to me.
It's not a big deal, but I need you to come here.
I...
I need a guardian.
Tae Oh, do you want to live with me?
Always took that for granted.
It's not because of her. It's Tae Oh's fault.
How is it that you don't know?
It can't be...
He broke up with her because of me...
Hey.
That's right, I'm a crazy bastard! I'm an asshole!
Where have you been? You didn't come to school.
That's none of your business.
What's... with this cell phone?
I picked it up on the way.
Tae Oh...
By any chance...
By any chance, do you...
By any chance...
By any chance, do you...
Do I what?
Tell me. Don't avoid it and tell me the truth.
Do you...
- Do you... - You can't ask me either.
You can't ask me because you're scared.
So how can I answer you?
How can I answer when you can't even ask me?
Right now...
my heart... my heart is confused.
What do you want me to do?
Even so, tell me the truth.
Don't cover my eyes next time.
Even if something worse happens.
No matter how scary it is.
I want to know for sure.
What are you going to do if you know everything?
You want me to tell you?
I'm having really tough time right now. I don't know what I should do with you.
You won't be able to say anything even if I ask you.
But...
because you're crying right now...
my heart is breaking.
My heart is breaking...
but I think about Ji Ahn.
If I think about Ji Ahn... I'm a rotten jerk!
What are you asking me to say to you?
Ask me properly and I'll give you a straight answer.
You're thinking about Ji Ahn too. That's why you can't ask!
Because of Ji Ahn, it breaks your heart.
You can't ask.
So... if I can't tell you, then just stay still.
Don't ask.
We're supposed to play basketball today.
- Are you okay? - I'm not okay.
What the heck?
You just fouled, you bastard!
What foul?
You just did!
Do you know how hard I'm trying not to foul, you bastard?
[22. I'm curious about what comes after 20 years old!]
You guys know how much I love basketball. How could you play without me?
What's this? What's wrong with your face?
Talk to Tae Oh.
How rough did you guys play? Ji Ahn's face is a mess.
Basketball isn't everything in life.
Did you guys fight?
Wow, how bad was it...
What happened?
Did your father raise the rent again?
If not...
Never mind, forget it. Just forget it.
Are you okay?
I'm okay.
Ji Ahn and Song Yi...
I'm afraid of losing them.
Besides that, everything is fine.
You guys, congratulate me.
- I'm pregnant. - Pregnant?
You bastard! That's why Ji Ahn was so upset!
What is it now?
- It's not me, come on! - Then what the heck is this?
Think, will you? Her stomach can't get this big in one day!
Ah, in one day.
Right?
Oh Ga In, you're hopeless.
Song Yi.
I don't blame you for not knowing.
It's been going on for awhile.
I didn't know either.
Of course, Tae Oh doesn't know.
Song Yi... can you break up with me?
Tae Oh hasn't said anything. To me or to you.
Tae Oh and I just fought while playing basketball.
Nothing happened and nothing will happen in the future.
Finish playing basketball and let's meet up at Tae Oh's roof.
It's my treat today!
Let's go.
I don't want to go.
Hey, we're meeting at your place.
Don't go then. I'm going to go.
I don't want to!
I don't want to go!
I don't care, I'm not going!
Why did you guys fight?
I'm going to give Ji Ahn a piece of my mind.
I can't believe he hurt your pretty face.
You won't be able to once you take a look at Ji Ahn's face.
I saw his face and it's no joke.
I completely messed him up.
It's always the one who loses that talks trash after a fight.
You're here.
It must have been pretty intense.
- Why did you guys... - From my dad.
Are you okay?
- Do I look fine to you? - Why did you get in my face then?
- You can't beat me. - It wasn't a fair fight.
If it was a proper fight, you don't have a chance...
Put on some medicine.
There he goes again. He needs to work on his temper.
Come here and let's set this up.
Give it, I'll put it on for you.
Don't fight. Whatever it is, you can't beat Ji Ahn.
You have no desire to beat him.
And even if you did, you wouldn't be able to sleep peacefully.
Because you feel uncomfortable.
I like you because you're a fool like that.
Hurry up! We have to toast!
Let's go.
Here you go. Here.
Okay.
Hold on.
- To being 20 years old! - So cheesy.
- Cheers! - We've been 20 years old for awhile now.
You're so random.
- Ga In. - Do it by yourself. By yourself.
It's all for a happy reason.
What happy reason?
I... started something similar to what I've always wanted to do.
Ga In, you started working in a different world.
Tae Oh, you found something you finally like.
And you two...
You two are in love.
What's more better than this perfect age?
There's no such thing as a perfect age.
We're 20 years old because it's not perfect.
You're right.
I still don't think of myself as an adult.
It's bewildering. I still can't do whatever I want.
I don't know about anything else.
I'm so curious about how you guys are going to turn out when you turn 21.
For the first time, I agree with Hoon.
I'm curious about when you guys turn 30 years old.
Do you think we'll continue to be friends until then?
Probably. Forever.
With that being said, let's toast again.
To being 20 years old!
I'm going to sleep.
Han Song Yi.
Close your eyes and just listen.
This is going to put you in a bad mood.
I couldn't answer you earlier.
Han Song Yi...
I don't like you.
You're not my type.
I hate your short hair.
And I hate your small eyes.
I don't like that fact that you don't have double eyelids.
I hate that you're short.
I hate your voice.
Especially...
the sound of your laughter. I hate it the most.
I... never once liked you as a girl.
The love I know at 20 years old... ends here.
Tae Oh left us 10 days later.
I couldn't tell her I like her.
This was the end of my first love.
Take care, Han Song Yi.
Take care, Oh Ga In and Choi Hoon.
Take care, Seo Ji Ahn.
One ticket to Nohnsan please.
- What brings you here? - I heard from my father last night.
You should have thrown me a party if you did.
You haven't told us, so why?
How can you run away without saying a word?
I'm not running away.
We have serve in the army, anyway. I'm just going a little earlier.
I'm going to study film properly when I come back.
I hear you asked your father to send you overseas after the army.
I don't know. I'll know once I turn 23 years old.
I'll tell Song Yi...
Tell her to turn off the lights before she goes to bed.
She has a habit of doing that and tell her to lock the door.
If my stepmom comes and says something, tell her not to leave the house.
That building belongs to my mom.
And tell her to pay the utility bills on time.
And...
Should I tell her that you loved her?
Have you lost your mind, you bastard?
See you later, Yoon Tae Oh. Take care of yourself.
- I'll be waiting for you. - Do I have to hear that from you?
I know.
Tell Song Yi this one last thing before I leave.
I'm glad that the person she likes is you.
I'm going to go.
I'm taking this with me!
Take care... Tae Oh.
Being 20 wasn't any different from being 19 years old.
As always, it was hard and there was nothing.
But there was one miracle.
The miracle of us being together.
The miracle of being friends.
- Hey, Yoon Tae Oh. - Tae Oh!
Yoon Tae Oh!
Take care!
We're probably going to miss Tae Oh.
When we clean the stairs.
When we work.
It's no fun without Tae Oh.
We're going to feel Tae Oh's empty space every day.
Pay me back.
Excuse me.
I'm sorry.
When that time comes...
I might write a letter to Yoon Tae Oh.
[Thanks for being my first love.]
I probably won't be able to send that letter to him.
However...
the fact that I had a great friend to lean on when I was 20 years old...
was a huge blessing.
That's what I'm going to write.
Hey, let's meet when we turn 23 years old.
Okay, 23 years old!